O-M GOD, IT'S LESS THAN FOUR WEEKS UNTIL I PERFORM JEWEL FOR THE FIRST TIME.  And I'm very scared.  And excited.  And I just started three sentences with 'And'.  

The show is so weird, I love it...but it needs to be the right amount of weird at exactly the right moments...and also funny and touching and exciting and entrancing and memorable and there actually need to be people sitting on the seats in the auditorium if any of these things are going to be possible...

But its all starting to feel a bit more real now, especially since picking up costumes from the multi-skilled art wizard, Lucy Foakes.  Check it!